It’s How You Decide

We make many decisions almost everyday, but do you sit down and think how much your decisions may effect where you will be heading in the future? Sometimes I question things, not because I am worried, it is just that I have many unanswered questions. I love writing those ideas down to look back later in my life, get and idea of how far I have come.

Life is what you thought it to be.


I have so many questions about life and a lot of those questions start with a “why?” I guess I am the only one who could answer those questions, once, I have reached my life’s full potential. I don’t know really. I mean it though, what do we really know about the life we live, other than what we do on a daily basis and small factors about our life such as age, race, ethnicity, family relations, peers, education, work, travel, costs/bills, where we want to go in the future, who we like, food we eat, hobbies, our personalities, and I think that’s all oh and maybe secrets? Is that all life has to offer? Maybe I’m just overthinking things again. Who knows?

Old Man Willow: Only a gentle noise on the edge of
hearing, a soft fluttering as of a song half whispered, seemed to
stir in the boughs above. He lifted his heavy eyes and saw
leaning over him a huge willow-tree, old and hoary.
Enormous it looked, its sprawling branches going up
like reaching arms with many long-fingered hands,
its knotted and twisted trunk gaping in wide fissures
that creaked faintly as the boughs moved. The leaves
fluttering against the bright sky dazzled him, and he
toppled over, lying where he fell upon the grass.

When I was young, I always wondered what it would be like to grow up. Now that I have passed 20 yrs of age, I wish time wouldn’t feel as if it is ticking faster. There are so many responsibilities and stages that have to be completed; it becomes overwhelming and unbearable with stress. People always tell me I do not mix well with stress and I do agree. It is probably from how my timeline reached this stage of my life. I always took everything to heart and let others opinions get to me.

Now I realize I could have handled things better.

All I should focus on now is what is ahead of me and take what I have experienced as examples of what not to do, to grow, make better decisions. It will not be easy but someone once told me: good things never come easy.

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Hello, and welcome to my little corner of the internet! My name is Aniqa, I blog about personal topics, usually about lifestyle, college, health, work and much more. Thank you for visiting!

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