We make many decisions almost everyday, but do you sit down and think how much your decisions may effect where you will be heading in the future? Sometimes I question things, not because I am worried, it is just that I have many unanswered questions. I love writing those ideas down to look back later in my life, get and idea of how far I have come.
Life is what you thought it to be.Unkown
I have so many questions about life and a lot of those questions start with a “why?” I guess I am the only one who could answer those questions, once, I have reached my life’s full potential. I don’t know really. I mean it though, what do we really know about the life we live, other than what we do on a daily basis and small factors about our life such as age, race, ethnicity, family relations, peers, education, work, travel, costs/bills, where we want to go in the future, who we like, food we eat, hobbies, our personalities, and I think that’s all oh and maybe secrets? Is that all life has to offer? Maybe I’m just overthinking things again. Who knows?
When I was young, I always wondered what it would be like to grow up. Now that I have passed 20 yrs of age, I wish time wouldn’t feel as if it is ticking faster. There are so many responsibilities and stages that have to be completed; it becomes overwhelming and unbearable with stress. People always tell me I do not mix well with stress and I do agree. It is probably from how my timeline reached this stage of my life. I always took everything to heart and let others opinions get to me.
Now I realize I could have handled things better.
All I should focus on now is what is ahead of me and take what I have experienced as examples of what not to do, to grow, make better decisions. It will not be easy but someone once told me: good things never come easy.